the next 6-12 months will be the longest of my life
after months and months of planning, psych visits, therapy, rehab and many meetings
we've made the decision along with all his dr's to get E some extensive inpatient therapy
i won't go into details, cause well.......it's personal
when he hears me talking on the phone to my mom, before he knows it's my mom, he gets really
angry that i'm telling people, so.....to honor my sweet E, i won't go into details on the "internet"
who knows if i'll blog or if i'll lay in bed and cry all day...who knows?
you might remember awhile back i was making a t-shirt quilt from his shirts
well, that was for me while he was away, then of course i'd give it to him when he returned home
well.........it's all jacked up and i'm not sure i can fix it before he goes....i'm actually discourage with the quilt as this point.
he still has one of his baby blankets, i will be taking that while he's away
i wish i wouldn't have messed up the t-shirt quilt
it is what it is...........
so......i'm not sure what the next 6-12 months will be like, other than LONELY
pop in and check on me every now and then